During the 1980s
I attended a women’s retreat with a number of other ladies from my church. To me, the entire program seemed Holy
Spirit-inspired and His presence was as tangible as the chair I was seated in.
It was during this time that the Lord confirmed what I felt in my spirit: I
would one day be speaking before audiences.
When God confirmed this, the clarity was such that there
was no room for doubt. How did He do this? I can only say that, as I listened
to the retreat leader, I KNEW that I would some day be doing what she was
doing. I felt so strongly about this that when we had an opportunity to get up
and share the things that were on our hearts, I stood and told the other women
what the Lord had impressed upon me.
And they all gathered around and affirmed me, right?
Wrong. When I sat down, virtually no one said a word. If you’re old enough,
you’ll remember those old commercials where an entire room becomes suddenly
silent at the mention of E. F. Hutton? That’s what happened in that room that
day. Afterwards, one lady came to me with a word of encouragement.
You see, I had never been a leader in our church. The
closest thing I’d done was to teach Bible study classes, and at that time all
my classes had been youth or college and career. I think the general consensus
was, “No way the Lord would use HER when there are so many better qualified
ladies all over this room.”
Yet I began to receive invitations to speak all over the
place, didn’t I? Hardly. Almost ten years went by and nothing happened. At
least nothing that I realized at the time. During the following years, I began
to teach co-ed and women’s classes. Too, many difficult situations came along
that caused me to seek the Lord more faithfully and more deeply. My mom and
several other family members were diagnosed with terminal illnesses. A lot of
tough things came my way.
And through all this I unknowingly was being prepared for
exactly what He would have me to do. Most importantly He was maturing me so
that I would have sense enough to take no credit for what was entirely His
hand’s work.
Is God calling you to do something for His glory? Pray,
seek Him, trust Him with all your heart, and know that His timing is always
perfect. If you’re like me, your biggest problem will be not forcing an
opportunity to come about. Wait on the Lord.
If you’re coming from the opposite personality, don’t let
fear stop you from doing what God has called you to do. When God opens a door,
it’s for a specific person and time. And when He does this, His hand will be
unmistakably clear. Has He already opened a door for you? Walk through it NOW –
He won’t leave it propped open.
“…there is a time for everything…” (Ecclesiastes 3:1, NIV).
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